Here is where I don’t want to be,I just can’t leave.
There’s so much to accomplish in the moments that I just can’t breathe.
There’s so much to go after in the moments that I just can’t see.
I get stuck in thoughts that could never be true.
Overwhelmed by the emptiness I wished I got through.
Still in search for the feelings my former lovers all threw…
That’s where I always wish to go.
Not too far, just hidden enough for the, “you’ll never know.”
Somewhere near the clouds that we’re normally so far below.
Then I think of the talents I’m still meant to show.
I recognize the time that I still have to grow.
At times, I just go blind due to the strength of its glow.
No, it’s not everyday anymore that these thoughts come across.
I’ve been exposed to the greatness of my own, sometimes I just feel its at loss.
The late-greats have said it best and I quote:
“I pay the cost to be boss.”
Too look good when I floss…
I have to be the one to catch myself when my mind’s at a toss.